Friday, April 13, 2007

25 years later, thinking: was i always such a freak?

comments welcome.

2 comments:

matt said...

approaching 22 years later i wonder the same thing.. but i often find the search for origins to be somewhat futile, though a geneological procession of inqury is advised.. All i have to say is maybe if we were to find solitude in our solitude, we could learn to pretend to be content, i might be going out on a limb and saying that a good deal of people do that, trying to keep themselves occupied, sideblinders...fuck...i dont even know what im talking about any more..oh well..

matt said...

hmm... i find it interesting in that if i were a kowala i would be doing the same thing i am now except feeling less guilty about it and everyone around me would be doing the same....arg.... well, i apologize for sending that rash email that i didnt give much consideration to when i sent it, thus why i was aprehensive aobut doing so, but did anyways just to let the chips fall where they may...sigh...im dead...