stupid cream cheese.

this cream cheese has gone bad. i just had some the other day, but now i can see there is mold growing on it. perhaps i'll get sick. then again, i've been relatively unhealthy for some time now. not from any cheese, but sick of this dance. the whole dance. every move, every thought, every non-act saturated with fairy-tale hopes that even when met, end in disillusionment. this cream cheese has gone bad, like most things here.