Wednesday, November 23, 2005

the sun shows for a minute or two at noon, but the bright light shines all night long.

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she didn't realize it, but i was always just passing through. when i said, i love you, i didn't mean forever. and when i wished it to always be like that, i didn't really think it could. she might have, but throughout life i've tried to concern myself as little as possible with impractical expectations, however impossible to avoid. the most reputed paths in life seem to be those of tolerating torturesome states, while telling oneself they are on a path to impractical expectations. ironically, this mindset is the only chance one has of ever reaching these expectations, however impractical. more often people will fall short and more often they will go on living with lacadaisical justifications or none at all. it's easy to live, knowing whatever life you wanted wouldn't have worked out.

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