take notes

they fall in love so easy when they want to and then act like it is out of their control. if we really said "i love you" not necessarily with any thought or worries, but when we felt like saying it, because it is a nice thing to say and can make people feel good, would we say it more? just dig a hole in the ground and be happy you're somewhat comparable to a character someone casted and wrote lines for on tv. if you dont finish anything, no one will care except possibly you. if you don't care, then it doesn't matter. keep records and data to build theories surrounding the possibility of achieving what you want. then realize on your death bed that all you wanted was to spend the time you wasted collecting records and data doing something more productive. let's do more than just observe and take notes.